10 days to Christmas Eve…
It has been a crazy week. Between Vic, final 2012 business meetings, a brochure photo shoot, visiting grandchildren, Jared’s birthday party and Hospice meetings I have run around in circles. I have...
View ArticleWhy don’t I just go to sleep and never wake up?
Last year Vic said: “Why don’t I just go to sleep and never wake up?” This year – today – I am saying “Why don’t I just go to sleep and never wake up?” Last year Vic said: “My boys don’t need me...
View ArticleCan angels read?
Ah, I have been surrounded by angels this week! Yesterday my friend Trix, just popped around with a beautiful bunch of roses…yellow and orange. Vic would have loved the flowers and the gesture!...
View ArticleMy 1st Mothers Day
Today, the 12th of May 2013, is my first Mother’s Day in 38 years without my precious Vicky. I attended my sister’s birthday party. I smiled and participated in her birthday and Mother’s Day...
View ArticleI WANT MY CHILD BACK!!!
Yesterday morning I teared up – again. Danie asked “And now? What’s wrong?” “Just missing Vic” I said “Shame” he said with sadness in his voice. “I miss her too” We spoke about how my grief had...
View Article38 forever…
I was reading a comment from Lucinda @ http://sophieandemile.wordpress.com/ Elliot – “Still cheering you on, Tersia, though I often don’t know what to say; others must know much better. In that photo,...
View ArticleWhat am I doing?
tersiaburger:This is one of the most heart wrenching posts I have read in a long time. I read a lot of blogs written by grieving mothers. Why did this post affect me to this extent? I don’t know....
View ArticleI just can’t do it…
Today is a bad day. This past week has been a horrific week. I have missed Vic and her unconditional love so much this week. Not only her unconditional love of and for me and her boys but also the...
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